▸ Disappointed ... ♬
Friday, April 27, 2012
♥ posted at: @9:34 AM
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Receive a damn shocking news from you. 
Got nothing to say because in front of me, looks like a total stranger. 
It's actually sad to say this after knowing you for 1 yrs 8 months or longer. 
:) 
I actually do not know you that well. 
DO NOT ever think that you will do this. 
To a young kid. 
Never ever gonna think of this. 


And to say that you still love me after doing this? 
Seriously, are you like slapping your own cheeks? 
You told me you liked her, yet you say you love me. 
I still remember, you ONCE told me. . 
Like is like, interested is interested, that means you already fall in love with the
person. 
Without having me in your heart. 
It's just less than a month since we separated. 
Yet this happened. 
It's hard to believe my ears. 


After all now then I know, you are still not matured yet.
Not at all. 
:) 
Or maybe I don't even understand you. 
真的好陌生。
现在的你好陌生。。
我对你太失望了。。
After all, guys are still the same. 
Once I thought, you are different, I can trust you at least on that. 
These 1 yr plus, you are not romantic, you kept me at home. 
Fine, I stayed at home. 
BUT, now you prove me wrong. 


REAL wrong. 
I was wrong to think that some guys are still good. 
At least there are guys who wont go around fcuking girls. 
Who won't cheat. 
Yes you didn't cheat, but you disappoint me. 
By what you did. 
可能是时候该放手了。。 


All these while, you said you didn't trust me. 
Said I will still cheat on you. 
In the end? ? 
You are the one who do all these... 
I can say proudly even we broke up JUST 1 week, i didn't do anything like what you did. 
That I can proud to say. 
Oh ya, 
It's because you like her, :) 
In just 1 week. 
WOW, 
our 1 yr plus relationship is junk to you . 
Seriously I do not know why am I still bothered by all these. 


Alright, enough of rantings. 
Shall go rest soon. 
Prepare for night shift tomorrow. 
Leave is coming soon. 
:) can't wait can't wait. 
Lord, guide me and give me a strong heart.
To withstand everything happening. 
AMEN! 


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