Today is a bad bad day for me. :( I'm being bully really bad again in my life.
My tooth broke yesterday night and my bracket dropped out.
Went to my dentist and she scolded and sarcastic me instead.
long long story, I decided to change dentist.
Not to stay on with this one any more.
She didn't detect my tooth decay and cause me to lose my tooth.
Yet she is the one scolding me.
I even reminded her 2 months ago that I'm having tooth ache,
MIGHT BE tooth decay, YET she says it's fine, it's al right.
Blame me for everything.
Am I her dog to be scolded every single time ?
I paid for her services and my teeth, not for her attitudes and scoldings.
She asked me to rush down to specialist, FINE, I went down in vain.
The tooth can't even be save, yet I spend $214 to try to save it.
When I can just extract it, to save half of my money.
Sighs, never mind, I accept it.
BUT, her attitude and scoldings I can't accept any more longer.
I always told myself, Lord, I want to be patience, BUT
she is just/really over my head.
:(
Dear Lord, please help me !
I'm really helpless.
Seriously I do not know what to do, I'm not rich,
Yet I need to spend another 3-4k plus just to change a dentist everything.
Sighs,
I'm really in distress.
I wonder who can help me, but no one can help me except myself.
This is the road I choose.
:((
Lord,please talk to me, help me and guide me what to do.,
AMEN!
I really hope that my SNM will understand me for taking Emergency leave today.
I really took it because my tooth drop.
I guess I need to work longer and studies part time.
:)
End here, Need to relax and rest !
byebye.
5 days off here I come after tomorrow !
