Monday, June 13, 2011
♥ posted at: @8:19 AM
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This is the week I really start my probation,
Feels like everything have change. :((
More stress and responsibilities on me.
It's totally different from student time, I need to rmb that.
I always feel that I'm still a student, but I know I'm not.
No more MCs for the next 3 months at least.
But today I'm sick, hopefully after medicine I will recover.
:))
Baby brought medicine for me.

有时不知道为什么会不想去做工。
有时觉得很累。。
有时觉得累，就想逃跑。
离开这个繁忙的城市。。
从何时何日我开始这样呢？？

Since 12 years old, saving people or being in health line
have been my dream.
Dream to be a paramedic, dream to be a doctor then to nurse.
Now, I'm a nurse in a psychaitric ward.
YET, I lose my motivation.
I do not know since when I lost it.
I do not know since when I lost the happiness in all these.
I always asked myself, why do I choose this path.
Why should I give up now ?
I want to continue, I must .
I want to persue my studies, then help the patients more.

Dear God's, please help me.
I'm lost, somehow I'm lost in this delimma.
I know this is my dream, but I do not know why am I acting this way.
Help me Lord.
I believe you will give me strength.
I believe you put me in this ward because you have special
arrangements for me in the future.
You believe I can do it .
Guide me through, talk to me.
Amen.

Shall end here , hehe enough of my nonsense. :))
Lastly, baby i love you.
Thanks for being there for me,
:))
Muacks !

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