Sunday, July 04, 2010
♥ posted at: @12:56 AM
0 wishes // make a wish?


Sometimes, what we wants is not what God's wants now.
So God's will never give it to us now.
For he have already plan his timing for every single thing.
Sometimes, we force what we want, he gives it.
But, in the end we will get sufferings.
Maybe, it's just not the one OR
Maybe it's not the right time.

Heavenly father, I know this is not what you want me to do now.
But, the devil loves to tamper my emotions.
Please guide me, give me answers to my questions.
But, more or less, I'm already trying to accept it.
Forgive me father for not attending church today.
I'm emotionally tortured last night.
But, this will not let me turn my back on you.
Instead, it made me rely on you more.

I know you have been answering my prayers recently,
giving me answers bit and pieces here and there.
Trying to make me know what I should do now.
Trying to clam my mind down.
But in this world, there are lots of false prophets.
Sometimes, I do not know what to believe.
But I know dear father, you will show me the light & the truth.

I'm sorry that I once doubted you.
I'm sorry that I once think of scolding you.
I'm sorry that I once do something that made you disappointed.
But, you have never gave up on me.
Because I know you will never give up on your daughter, your child.
For now, I know you will guide me thru all this.
I believe that you will show me the light & truth someday.
Therefore, I will continue to pray & believe in you Father.

With loves.


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