▸ ANGER, FEAR,HAPPY,SAD? ... ♬
Friday, April 30, 2010
♥ posted at: @6:50 AM
0 wishes // make a wish?


Went to Yoga this two days with RY & WY.
Lesson is only one hour yet I feel so tired.
But, nevertheless I enjoy my Yoga session with them.
=)
Tired but fun.
Will try to go more next week.
Test & more tests coming up. Gonna study hard
for my upcoming Geron test.
Stress level going high up again.
To Ed: I really appreciate every single thing you do.
Sometimes, it's just the matters of the heart.
Or rather,it's the timing of our meetings.
You're a good guy, find someone who really deserve it.
& find someone who really do love you wholeheartedly.
I'm sorry, I'm not the one who can do that.
There's nothing I can say already to make you feel better.

Conflicts, quarrels & unhappiness.
I want no more of these.
Maybe my smile will be back someday.
Maybe not.
Nevertheless, I will still try to survive. =)
Because, It's my life.
No matter what happens, I will try to hang through it.

PS: It's dying inside, deep inside.
Broken family ties, rocky studies & stressful life.
How long more can I take all this shit.
How long more can i continue to fake a smile outside?
& how long more can I lie to myself?
God's , please guide me.


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