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Wednesday, November 18, 2009
♥ posted at: @2:42 AM
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Having terrible mood swings today,
Which i myself also don't know why..
Suddenly i have lost all the confidence which i try
to regain all this while.
I'm feeling so lost and so empty inside.
I feel that, more and more I don't understand you.
You are getting more and more unfamiliar to me.
Why is this getting so?
Or what exactly has happen to me?
Maybe, I should really change myself.
To be more away from you, to learn how to be independent when you are
not around with me.
And also to divert all my attention to study and work,
so that I will not think so much during my free time.
I hate myself, I hate this kind of me.
I'm feeling so stress up, i want to shout out all my unhappiness,
but no voice seems to come out. . .
Instead i feel that my tears is rolling down my cheeks.
I no longer know how to express it my feelings well.
I just want to numb myself.
Stay away.
I only know how to hurt people,
So don't ever get near someone like me.
Maybe, i need time to recover all the confidence.
Maybe. . .

Goodbye everyone,
Goodnight to my love.


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