▸ Trying hard. . . ... ♬
Monday, September 14, 2009
♥ posted at: @9:01 AM
0 wishes // make a wish?


Have you ever tried of being abandon by someone?
When someone told you that he/she will never lie to you,
When he/she told you that they will never leave,
When he/she treat you very good just the day before,
When he/she promise that they will never leave anymore,
But he/she disappear the very next day.

I'm trying hard to forget the feeling of being abandon again
but this time round, it just won't go away.
Went back to Indonesia on Sat till Monday to relax.
But, i just can't.
Smile to cover up my wounds,
Go crazy because i want to forget all.
But again, i just can't .
This trip with mother & her friends should be a happy one,
but it is not.
Flashback of you is still there.
I still remember that you will call me without fail almost
every night,
That you do what i said just to coax me,
That you change your temper when you are with me,
Still remember every single things that happen.
But, when i finally decided that i can trust you,
this is the time that you break my faith again.
Shall say no more, you will not see it anyway.
Up till now, i still hope that someday i will receive your
call someday.
But, i shall not be so foolish anymore,
Because you will never ever gonna care anymore.
Nights!

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