Thursday, April 23, 2009
♥ posted at: @6:14 AM
0 wishes // make a wish?


Everything is normal in school just that its a bit progressing
too fast. Phrase test is this coming Monday.
Everyday is a tiring day. Today, my mood really bad
in school. Lots of things in my mind. Stress, sad and lots.
I will try to let everything slow down a bit but don't think
its possible. Stress level is 90% already. Sighs!
Why does it seems that heaven love to play a fool on
me? Sometimes, it made me happy then bring me down
to hell. From heaven to hell, such a big difference.
Why do you feel nothing about what i do all this while?
I have nothing to comment or say anymore.
Numb, really numb.
Trying to ask myself to smile everyday in school, but to no
avail. Even though i smile but its not from my heart.
I still miss you as i usually do.
But, what i receive is the same disappointments.
Stop pushing me to others even if you don't want me.
It will only break my heart again and again.
Now i can only use stress to heal my wounds.
I am afraid i might collapse anytime now.
I will never forget the feeling of hugging you to sleep.
Its the sweetest moment i have in my life.
But, i know all this won't be back anymore.
From tomorrow onwards, i will not see or feel it anymore.
What can i do ?
Only accept the facts.
Accept your choice.
Thats what i can say because i cannot do anything.
Nothing i say will change your mind or heart.
Thats all for today, i am too tired too tired.
Some pictures for a demo of my Monday test . =)
Bye !

Transferring patient to the wheelchair.

Ps: How i wish i can still hug you to sleep,
wish that you will be there to pat my head, to hug me to
sleep. Maybe in my dreams. Images of you is stabbing my
heart. Bleeding deep inside now..
But there is no medicine to stop the blood.
i miss you.

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