Wednesday, February 18, 2009
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! =)

Today supposed to be a happy occasion because it is
my beloved mother birthday. But, i don't know from when
our family don't really celebrate anymore.
Which, made me lazier & lazier to buy & plan for them because
in the end it will only be me celebrating alone.
I still remember got once, i prepared almost everything, awaiting for
my mother to return so i can gave her a surprise.
In the end, i waited from afternoon till night falls. I called her,
she told me, she will not be home so early.
Yes, my efforts all gone down the drain. =)
This year, i didn't plan or made any efforts. Dad asked me,
mum asked me. I did suggest to go dinner, but wad did i get?
Both of ur attitudes.
Why can other families happily eat & chat during dinner but
mine? Only silent. After silent, only silent. That is wad i get from
them.
I know i shouldn't rants here but if i don't, i guess i will be mad.

YEAH, MAD!
Friends told me, maybe my mother have her own problems.
Ya i know, i tried to be good to her. I tried to be good but what
did i get?
Who can i speak to ? Who can i give attitude to?
No one.
Enough is enough.
They will never know my feelings until they lose me totally one day.
I can only confide to God right now.
Anywhere, anytime.
Because only God listens to me.

Ugh, really stress up!, school opening soon.
gone for check up. update when i have the mood again.
Nights.


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