Saturday, October 04, 2008
♥ posted at: @7:25 AM
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Lots of memories came back in my mind today,
it make my whole day kept on thinking & thinking
about what i have done before.
I am not forgiven by God nor by myself.
I know i will never being able to forgive myself.
For that cruel decision i made.
Up till now, there is still a hidden darkness
inside my heart.
It will never be healed.
The pain will only grows whenever i recalls.
People says time will heals all pain & scars,
to me, no.
It will never heals.
Its a scar which can never be remove.
Life still have to go on,
i still have to take my exams.
I still have to smile.
But, deep inside my heart, i am not.
Though i regrets my decision but there is
nothing i could do.
I am not God, i cannot turn back the time.
But, God will understand me.
Everyone do things for some reasons.
I can only say i am sorry.
I am sorry to choose this decision for you.


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