Wednesday, August 27, 2008
♥ posted at: @10:02 AM
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Meet up with sr & yh today. Had fun at sr house.
As for photos, sr will post it in her blog. =D
After playing & eating at sr house, i head to
yh house. Lols. Visit both their house in a day.
Don't really like to go home early because i will
have to face the so call "third party" in my house.
Once i believe that there is true love in this world,
but upon seeing my parents, i denied that belief of
mine. A nearly 20 years relationship can be broken
down because of one outside. Maybe its wrong
for my mother to trust her so call good friend but
i simple dislike that woman.

I trust her to be just a simple good friend of my parents
but till recent years then i know its not so simple. She is
not only my parents good friend, but third party.
I can feel my mother pain inside her heart but because
of me, she decided to close one eye of hers.
Oh, fcuk it. Why must she go through all this pain while
my dad is happily flirting outside? As my father & as
a husband of my mother, HE have never fulfilled a
duty of a father/husband.

BUT, what can i do now as a child? Basically nothing.
I don't know what & how to make my mother smile
like the past anymore. My studies? Impossible for now.
But, i know that is what she want of me. I clearly know that
but why didn't i just be a good girl & study hard? Why
don't God give me a more clever brain? No one to blame,
only myself. Blame myself for being too lazy all this time.
Will i have determination to mug for this two months or
rather 1 month plus? I don't know. All is just a question mark.
May God bless me.

Will be picking up yiping hamster this Sunday? Lols,
A new baby added to my hamster family. Hope he/she
will cheer me up more. I no longer care what my father says,
i will just bring in the hamsters again. Since my mother have
given me the permission, i will listen. =D
<33 Hamster cheer me up.
BUCK UP!!!
JIAYOU JIAYOU!!! =D
Ps:亲爱的，你会支持我吗？
你会在我的身边吗？？

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