Tuesday, July 22, 2008
♥ posted at: @11:05 PM
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Up till now i didn't went out, rare right? But, yes.
Today i stayed at home because baby was busy.
And, a lot of things & memories flow into my mind.
It make me sad whenever i think of that decision of mine,
three months ago. It really make me sad. My sisters of mine
will know what i am talking about. =)
If i didn't make that choice, maybe i will have be very happy
right now & not being sad almost every time i think of the
decision i made.
But, regret is already a regret, one cannot move the time back
and remake their choice, isn't it?
I only have to make sure i don't make the same mistake
or decision in life again. Because once you have a
regret, you have to face up to it forever.
It is like a deep wound in your heart & no matter how many
years pass, you will not recover from it.
It will hurts a lot when you think of them but you cannot do
anything with it. Unless, you lose your memories. =)
Anyway, my 'O' levels is coming, i should focus more instead
of thinking all this. I will try to focus more.
For the sake of 'someone' really dear & close to me.
I miss you, i really do.
Do forgive me even you can't.
Let time heal your hatred towards me.
I love you,believe me, really i do love you.
It pains me to do all this,but at that point of time,
i really have no choice. Hope you will understand one day.
Misses by me.



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