Friday, July 13, 2007
♥ posted at: @2:10 AM
0 wishes // make a wish?


Maybe, everything started to change, if it really
change, i do not know how should i respond anymore.
Today, i skipped in focus again, as usual every friday,
because i looked forward in meeting you but, i get an
opposite answer from you. Will things change in just
one or two days? Sigh...how should i respond, what
should i do... all this i have no answer in my mind.
Anyway, dad going genting with the woman and his
husband tonight, guess he will enjoy himself. Sometimes,
i feel that i had a invisible family, why must my dad neglet
my mum and made her sad, i dun understand. I do not
wish to hate my dad, do not force me to. =(( Imm just sick
and tired of this family, i need to get a breathe out of this
family. Tonight, i guess i will go out at night, and take
a breathe till i want to go home. =((
Why is my life going on like this, i am going to go insane
if all this continue. Why? Forget it, i will just throw away
this question and let it be. I feel like giving up everything,
but i cannot be selfish. Maybe, missing in action is my
next choice, i do not know how to react anymore.
I guess i will just smile, because nobody will knows what is
inside of me if i just smile. =)) God, pls kill me, i will thank you
to the maximum. . .


ps: amm i a f0ol, tell me imm not, will you?
i trusted you, i really do. sigh...
i just want to say i love you.

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