-a tirin dae..sch life starts everi dae..-
nver endin..bt at least in sch i do nt ned to face
four walls in my hse..its a loneliness tt noone wil kws..
everione thinks tt i have a happi famili..bt i do nt think so..
my mum? nags at me all time..no matter hw muchii i do in e dark..
she wil nv kws..i kw i may nt b a perfect daughter she
wans..bt at least i wil try..bt no use..she jus scolds..
dad? smokin n workin..wen he is hm..he wil also scold me..
laziness..wen my mum n dad quarrels..i dunno..
mummi seems sad..forget it..its nt a hm animore..
i don seems to feel ani warmth..wenever i wake up
n0wadaes..its jus myself..parents..went out work..earli in
e mornin..night? went out..alone at hm..lookin at com..n walls..
in sch..i put on a smile..cos i hab my frenz..at least gd frenz..hu make
me laugh sumhow..bt..wil dere b dere forever? no0..i don think
so..sumdae..they wil have their own life..stead? not forever..
no love is everlastin..=] independant is e onli thin i cn choose
to face witt..haiss..wenever i ned sumone to tok to..i feel tt
im alwaes left alone in tis hse..cousins move outt..me alone..livin in
a hse where contains onli me alone..mayb i cn onli stay
strong..n put on a smile as usual everidae..or somedae...i wun
feel so lonely animore..erms..wil tt dae come? don wish
to kw animore..im tired..wna take a rest somehw..
even superwoman wil gets tired..
im an onli human..wen im asleep i wun
think of anithink else..=]]
~sleep~dreamland..
060706-im nt woth it-
