tonite now i blog againn..dunno why..mood veri no gd..so jus wanna write it
out lors..erms..haiss..juss dunno why muss ppl see someone bad points
than their gd points..mayb we human beings is selfishh de bahs..hais..
me myself also selfish de..i don denied..juss feelin verii tired to tis world le..
keep on movin coss i do not wanna disappointed my parents n
gd frenz in school..bt my parents seems unhappi in wadever
results n improvementt i make..ami so useless to them??
i don understand..why is other ppl child so perfect to dem..
i kw im imperfect bt at least give me some
supportt..at least i pass my mathematics test..haiss..sometimes
i reali dunno wad to do..sometimes..tot my frenz
wil understand me better..bt onli some bahs..e rest..haiss..
they wun nt kw hw am i feelin inside..i may seems to b
well n happi..bt i alsoo hab problems inside.nv said outt..
coss i kw somedae it wil b gone..bt it doesnt..forgett it..i wil jus
appear to b happi..n slowly forgetts bahs..no matter wad i say to e adults..
they don understand euu..i dunno whys..i kw my parents is tryin to
hide some things..bt i kw it..n i mus pretend tt i dunno..hais..
sooner or ltr..i become pretenders..lucky i gt some gd frenz..n
my deardear..=] i reali wana shut myself off
from tis world...im reali tired of tis life..bt i stil have to carry
on..i cnt avoid it aniwae..so tellin myself to cheer up..
[[deardear im sorri if i vented outt on eu..reali sorries..ish i cntt
control..im sorri..im nt superwomen..cnt care for everione
alwaes..bt eu wil b in my heart..hais.jus to let eu kw..]]
sleepin in progress soon..zz...[060706]
**im nt perfect**
-im a nomal human being-nt a superwoman=]
