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▸ Happy/ Sad ... ♬
Sunday, December 25, 2011
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Christmas just pass in just a blink of eye. :) I told myself that I will attend church events.
But in the end I didn't, my laziness bring me down again.
Why is this so, I don't want God's to give up on me.
Me too need to be more eager towards God's.
Feelings piling inside me, don't know how to describe.
Happiness and sadness?
Mixtures of all emotions.
Hoping that one day those worries, emotions will settled down.
:)
I didn't have a great Christmas this year,
But at least I'm being lucky that I got day off instead of working.
So I must grateful instead of complaining.
I will try to be good and go church every weekend.
Just every Sunday, I know.
God's please take away my laziness and give me wisdom.
Year 2012 is gonna be a good year for me. :)
I'm not gonna revert back to the old me.
No more HIGH HIGH MC Rate,
No more skipping church and laze at home,
No more sleeping over at bf house so often.
No more laziness,
No more dirtiness and messiness.
ETCETC.
Work hard to strive for good results in work or school.
I want a fresh new DIANA LIM.
If I want to be skinny, I will jolly well exercise.
If I want a nice teeth, I will jolly well cut down on sweet food.
:)
I pray that I can do it !
AMEN !
Shall end here right now,
Gosh getting more n more naggy in post.
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▸ Bad bad day. ... ♬
Thursday, December 22, 2011
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Today is a bad bad day for me. :( I'm being bully really bad again in my life.
My tooth broke yesterday night and my bracket dropped out.
Went to my dentist and she scolded and sarcastic me instead.
long long story, I decided to change dentist.
Not to stay on with this one any more.
She didn't detect my tooth decay and cause me to lose my tooth.
Yet she is the one scolding me.
I even reminded her 2 months ago that I'm having tooth ache,
MIGHT BE tooth decay, YET she says it's fine, it's al right.
Blame me for everything.
Am I her dog to be scolded every single time ?
I paid for her services and my teeth, not for her attitudes and scoldings.
She asked me to rush down to specialist, FINE, I went down in vain.
The tooth can't even be save, yet I spend $214 to try to save it.
When I can just extract it, to save half of my money.
Sighs, never mind, I accept it.
BUT, her attitude and scoldings I can't accept any more longer.
I always told myself, Lord, I want to be patience, BUT
she is just/really over my head.
:(
Dear Lord, please help me !
I'm really helpless.
Seriously I do not know what to do, I'm not rich,
Yet I need to spend another 3-4k plus just to change a dentist everything.
Sighs,
I'm really in distress.
I wonder who can help me, but no one can help me except myself.
This is the road I choose.
:((
Lord,please talk to me, help me and guide me what to do.,
AMEN!
I really hope that my SNM will understand me for taking Emergency leave today.
I really took it because my tooth drop.
I guess I need to work longer and studies part time.
:)
End here, Need to relax and rest !
byebye.
5 days off here I come after tomorrow !
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▸ Beautiful times. . . ... ♬
Sunday, November 20, 2011
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Hello all, I'm here once again ! :) Realised that my blog is dull, bored and lifeless.
BUT, from next post onwards, I shall make more efforts.
To put photos of my life every time I blog.
:)
Time flies, from childhood to school then to work.
I regret of not studying hard but no time for regrets,
I'm gonna retake the stupid "O" levels next year,
and I'm gonna really work hard and score.
Then proceed to poly but I need to think of a course.
Should I continue with nursing? :(
That's really a tough choice thou.
Today, many many thoughts occur in my mind.
Miss those times when I'm young because I don't need to think
of anything.
Miss schooling times, because we don't know and don't need to face
the working life and reality.
But, I do not miss work.
Suddenly realise that my parents are getting older and older.
Must be good to my mum already, hehe.
Because, I realised that she's the only one who will love me constantly.
Till old age, till I'm old too.
She's the only one who will always stand by me.
Who will always be there for me, whenever I need her.
To guide me what's wrong, what's right.
:))
I'm glad that God's gave me a good mother.
Thou she's strict since young but it's for my own good.
Now then I knew it.
Al right, shall stop all those emotional talks.
I will try to be more positive and responsible during work or life.
Ps: It's already been one year plus since we hold our hands.
:)
Happy and unhappy moments,
Hope that we will both grow and change to even better person.
Hope that we will have no more quarrels and you will change you attitude of yours ! :)
Good night sweetie pie !
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▸ BAD DAY. . . ... ♬
Monday, November 14, 2011
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Not a good day today.
Worse morning shift I ever had. :)
Before the start of the shift, quarrelled with him again.
Then I have no mood for work already.
Some more, work still got people nag and nag.
More worse, so my face don't look too happy today.
One of my colleague realise. . asked me..
& I told her e reason. :)
But, after all I decide work is work,
no choice have to just smile and fcuk e personal matters.
Talked with friends, and feel better.
Maybe I'm at fault, maybe I'm not.
I don't know.
God's will lead me to the answer.
I really feel bad deep inside that I have not be attending church,
have not been going cell group and praying.
External factors do affect me.
Need to change my laziness,
Need to be more independent.
& not to rely on others anymore.
Because nobody will be there for you forever.
:))
你也许没想过我的感受，
算了，可能你不爱我了。
你的家人不喜欢我，我也就算了。
不想再去想，会疯掉的。
你及时才会了解我的感受呢？
Lazy to nag and nag, goodbye.
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Thursday, November 10, 2011
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Its sunshine after the rain, finally.
I sorted it through these few days.
Quarrelled with my sisters, realised that I'm wrong.
Will stop disappointing them and change. :)
It's about my character also, I shall care more for friends,
family and boyfriend also.
Can't always think of myself.
Thanks YH for scolding me and loving me always !
Sorry to make u so disappointed and tear..
True friends indeed won't leave me no matter what.
They will always be there, no matter what you do.
Unless they are really disappointed.
Life is still going on as usual.
Busy working life, being lazy to work or go out.
Boring love life.
But I believe I have a good boyfriend.
If he's willing to change some of the things for me.
LOL.
Still love him a lot.
AND, christmas is coming soon !
JINGLE BELLS!
More than happy to celebrate this happy event.
:))
But a unhappy thing, my next upcoming 2 weeks roaster is so terrible.
Can't imagine how she planned her roaster.
Working 6 days straight is no joke.
:(
Hope I can tahan it !
Hate it hate it !
No choice this's work and life.
Okie, shall post more pictures if not my blog will look dead !
Loves peeps, Good night.
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▸ TIRING DAY., ... ♬
Thursday, November 03, 2011
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It's been such a long time since my ward is full house. But, these few days it had been almost full house.
Maybe it's just the season thingy.
Work has been tiring, I guess I been labelled MC queen, :p
Took just too many days.. Need to be a good nurse for
the rest of the year already. Can't afford to take anymore.
Just hope that the ward will be better and better.
:)
Today is just not my day, that's all I can say.
Was piss off over something.
I know I don't have the right to get piss off or angry,
but it's just annoying when you know you will get something,
then in the end just didn't get it.
Because, the person just regret,
like wtf right.
That's my feeling.
But, to think of it now, I feel that it's ok.
I can earn it by myself and get a better one.
Sometimes I just feel that you just don't understand.
You only care about your family and not me.
You will never side me nor stand on my side.
Sometimes I just want you to stand by my side.
:(
Sigh, feels so unhappy today.
good night everyone !
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▸ Bad Day. ... ♬
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
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Today is just not the right day for me.
Today work is hectic because we only have 5 staffs
in total due to PH & one took MC.
But, everything is fine till one phone call. :(
I'm being deployed to other ward.
But, they don't really need staffs there so I ran up and down.
This made my mood go hay-wire.
Nevermind, then my patients are all so CMI.
But afterall I still prefer staying in my own ward.
Because it's my own comfort zone.
:))
Didn't went out with boy today because I'm quite tired.
Lucky I made the correct choice because it rain heavily.
And today boy was not driving.
:)
Smart girl ! LOL.
Receive a news today that my niece is admitted in KKH.
Shall visit her asap.
Hope that she's well, May God's bless her.
Amen !
Will update more tomorrow.
Good night peeps.
Christmas just pass in just a blink of eye. :) 
Its sunshine after the rain, finally.
